Archive for September, 2009

Image

Wednesday, September 16th, 2009

I had a mental image that I think was quite descriptive and meaningful, so I am going to share it. It was my image of the end of the path that Mel and I walked. The image is as follows:

The dark light seeped through the clouds, falling on the scene below. The sea is wild, with waves lashing against a cliff jutting out against the sea. On the face of this cliff is a ledge, and I am chained up against the face. Next to me is Melanie, holding my hand, and unchained. The wind is whipping against us and sea spray is flying around. We both know what is about to happen, and are scared. We look at each other, and then look in front of us. An enormous wave raises out of the ocean, and towers above us. It crashes with enormous power against the cliff face. The violent force of it leaves me stunned and struggling to breathe as it pummels me against the cliff face, held fast by the chains around me. The wave subsides and I start to catch my breath and get my bearings. I raise my dripping head and look next to me. Mel is gone, my grip on her hand was not enough to hold her. She has been taken away from me.

I am in shock, disorientated. The chains have become loose, and I unwrap them from my body. I slowly climb my way up the cliff face, scared of the height and the drop below. I finally get to the ledge and pull myself over it. I stand at the top of the cliff and look out over the sea. The sun breaks through a cloud, and a ray of light comes through, and lights up a bit of orange, that is Mel’s dress, as the current takes her away to another place.

That is the best way I can describe it.

First time I realised something

Monday, September 7th, 2009

Red, orange, yellow, green,blue, indigo and violet.

These are the colours of the rainbow. And for the first time the other night, I realised that this is the same sequence of colours in the Chakras.

I was meditating and working up through the different chakras, doing certain practices to strengthen and balance them and prepare for the main part of the meditation, when I suddenly realised this was the same sequence of colours as the rainbow I had seen a few days before.

The answer is simple I suppose.. they are both due to different frequences across a range. Different colours in the rainbow are different frequences of light waves, and different colours in chakras are as the level of vibration of the chakras increase as you go up the body.

chakras

For those who dont know much about them, below is a man-on-the-street description of them.

There are seven main points in the body where energy is obvious, these are called Chakras. The Chakra Points, to some degree, determine how you feel. Chakras are like vortices of energy that spin both from the front of our bodies and the back. These energy centres can get blocked and sluggish at times, therefore making certain aspects of our life or physical body feel the same way. They can also spin too fast and become overactive, this in turn can also cause imbalances on various levels. Therefore, what we strive to achieve is a nicely balanced chakra system, so that each centre is working at its optimum level for us to feel healthy and harmonious in all aspects.

German Website

Tuesday, September 1st, 2009

Tommy has put up a site in German that is a memorial to Melanie. The link is below.

Tommy’s Memorial Site

For those of you who can speak German, it is a very touching site. I translated it to read it.

Tommy played quite an important role in Mel’s life.

1) He saw her potential for modelling and “discovered” her, and took the first shots of her.

2) She worked with him in the clothing business, and her confidence grew when she saw proof that she was good at what she was doing.

Thanks for caring Tommy, and everyone else. Remembering her properly, is important.